hello readers, love sucks royally. well only when the one you love doesn't love you back. when they do love is glorious! unfortunately im one of the ones who isn't loved back... kind of...
heres how it works. the love of my life is in love with me too but she refuses to go out with me because im her best friends ex 2 times over... my ex on the other hand (who is my close friend as well) tells her to go out with me because it would be a good idea. but she still refuses to. i still think that she should but she overthinks thing a lot of the time and ends up saying no every time i ask her to be with me.
ocassionally i get her to go out with me with my amazing powers of subduction (mainly begging but sometimes talking about it) ... (lol) but she ends up breaking it off after a week or so everytime. she normally doesnt have a reason for the breakup and then later decides it was because that it was too much pressure on her concience because her hearrt was relying on a feeling that could change just like that... (this is where she would snap her fingers)
now i on the other hand, who has loved her for 3 months now. know that my feelings wont change just like that *snaps fingers* and i still have to convince her of that... but i cant, she is morbidly stubborn and it annoys me sometimes but i still like it about her (i love everything about her)... were currently going out and it probably wont last for long soooooooooooo.... idk whats gonna happen but whatever... im morbidly persistant and i think that persistance will eventually win over morbid stubbornness
